I sat and observed self, coming to the realization, this IS ME; but this is not who I intend to be. I’m frustrated, I am impatient, I am closed hearted, I AM to myself.. I AM not at all what I intend to be. I pull out my yoga mat for the first time in months.. my intention was to FLOW, instead, I sat in prayer and let my tears flow.. I observe my current state of awareness.. un-still.. craving the NEED to be awaken. I realize, what comes up; comes up to go!